• I try very hard to balance my work and my social life. Too much work and I hate everybody, too much hanging out and I feel ordinary and unoriginal.
• Frustrated with my own humanity, my need for sleep and inability to work 24 hours a day. There is so much I want and need to do and I feel constricted to the usual system people use for productivity. Considering better options, but not unhappy with my current situation.
• A strange overall excitement for the future is lingering.